for~my loved brother~EH

Actually im pround to know him~
He’s who?
He is a people very loved to smile~
Since when I know him~He…
he is my unforgetten brother~
I still remember what I tell him before he be my brother~
I tell him~~~I want you be my brother not only now,but forever~

But,
For now~im be very sorry for him~
I know that how I saying sorry to him~he also no respond anymore~
he dint forgive me any any more yet~~~
But I really very sorry for him~
Sorry for I din’t take part and get more attention when he are telling me about he sad story about he family story~
I feel very very seized with remorse…very sorry…really feel sad of me~just like cry over spilt milk~~

Anywhere~now~I still not yet forget him~
What can I tell him?tell him about,can we like before?
tell him about can accept me to be he sister again?
I already tell and ask him many time ago…

I know now he very hate me,not yet forgive me more~
haizzzzzzzz~~~
actually,I also can’t forgive myself about I doing this~~~

However,I every time,every day hope he can really forgive me and give me one more chance again~~I hope this can be true~~Wish my hope~and wish he happy~~

2009.02.10